so many sad love story :(

long time i not tell my love story at here.
well,
when i can start to forget "R" because seomeone *you can call J",
when it also began in disappoint me.
i already love him damn much. i think he's will not hurt me like others,
it was wrong , he's same with other.
he lie to me , he said a love word, he made me really-really feel like princess,
he said love me, he made me happy for a night, he gave me hope

and the stupid thing i felt in love!

and then , he completely leave me ,
know what the best part is?

i can't do anything about it. because i love him.